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woke up feeling Happy this morning.
(:

it wasnt self denial,
it was just.. Being Energised.

slept from 4-8pm.
kept thinking..
slept at one.
earliest in erm, A Long Time!

had sufficient sleep.
went to school a happy girl.
cld see everyone being tensed
while i was..Smiling. =D

i promised myself i wldnt cry no matter what. (:

so got back..
emaths/amaths/physics/ss.

i think my results are so horrible.
but i improved, so am okay with it.
what shld i expect having only studied one week before right.

emaths was q a disappointment.
screwed paper 2 up.
nvm. i'm practicing harder for emaths now!
i'll improve!
/looks at the stacks of emaths papers they gave us tdy.

amaths.
horrendous beyond words.
going to drop it. (:
no use holding on to it if i cant even pass right?
i hope jing's parents will allow her to drop it too.

physics.
hmm. q okay with it.
didnt study At all,
expected to fail but didnt.
hope my chem wld pull it up.
studied for my chem! (:
q proud of my chem mcq. haha.

ss.
Utter Disappointment pls.
i studied so hard la. ):
i think its the only thing i studied for.
source based was rubbish.
borderline fail and i doubt my hist can pull it up.

Oh.
One Person made me Damn Fcuking Angry today in school.
whole mood of the day changed cus of That Person.
Damn angry!
my whole face was really Black.
Hah.

home,
got Angry at another person.
Damn irritating.
who is he to mess up my life.
got so angry i msged him,
"CAN YOU STOP CREATING TROUBLE"
and shouted into the phone
when he was talking to my mum.
Hah.
and no, it's not my father.

unproductive tuition.
i hate it pls.
i Had to find work to do cus there was nth much to do?
so in the end we did the first few topics of the phy txb.
-_-"
so i redid my that topic work again.
and frankenstein kept falling asleep and yawning.
How Distracting!
i wanted to just leave him there and go back to my room to sleep.
money flew by.
i realise every tuition is equivelent to a pair of guess jeans.
Wow. hah.

and i'm q sorry to my mum who have been paying so much for my amaths tuition since sec3 till now.
the countless amaths tuition i've been to
but to no avail.
fine la, i 'm just nt inclined towards maths.
oh well.

getting back the rest of the papers tmr.
emotionless.
only 22 people in my class can go jc.
and i'm definately not one of them.
hah.

hippo bimbo did so well!
wow.

some sense of emptiness;